Memories of YLP

Never got a chance to reply back to you guys, so here the reply for the letters from the incredible 3 week long YLP Journey. Miss you all <3


" you are swyt... :)"
You are sweeter :D

"HEY NAWAF.. I JUST WANT TO TELL YOU THAT ITS REALLY FUNNY TO HANGOUT WID
YOU...I LL MISS YOU AFTER THE TRIP... YOU CAN GUESS WHO I AM.. OK.. "
I'm definitely guessing who you are :P I loved the time spent more than words can describe and I will miss you all the more, every minute of every day :)

"Hi Nawaf! You're brave and intelligent guy, and a funny guy too. i remember your "acting" very well :P I'll miss you! really! you are very smart guy too! you know when to be serious and not. Always keep in touch :)"
Lets not talk about the acting, not one of the highlights of my life :P Thanks for all the compliments and we shall definitely keep in touch :)

" Hi friend. Hope we'll be friends... Nothing much to say I hope you'll be a nice friend :)"
Once a friend always a friend and believe me when I say you are Nicer :D

"Dear Nawaf, It's absolutely great to have you here, you are a great help though you don't realise it :P"
Your presence here makes every moment here all the more worthwhile. Miss vey :)

"Nice SMILE :D"
This is a First! Thanks :)

"I guess you can be the best participant of this YLP..."
I believe everyone of us here is a First and a Best in our own very special ways, You, Me, Everyone is a Best! Rankings are just a number.

"hey sexy! Woah! The way you talk makes me want to go and give you a big hug. You are just irresistable. You look good in black so do wear black often. Love The girl in red <3"
More coming with every colour in the Rainbow! and i feel like hugging you and never letting you go <3 and you make my heart skips a beat everytime. Black... Thanks, will definitely wear that more often then :D

"Dear Navaf. You're very friendly and there's somehere who secretly admires you and trust me she's cute. I'll be writing to you in these 3 weeks to let you know who she is and trust me its not me. Love, The girl in green."
Green, Kewl. Too bad the three weeks went by before I could guess who it was :( anyways hope I figure out who it was someday :)

"Babe, I was wrong. Black is not the best colour on you.It's green. Loved that green shirt. I do wish we could go to the spa alone and 'enjoy'. Love, The girl in orange. Ps: Are you single?"
Orange the color of Oranges :D I Love Oranges!!  You should have totally told me that green was the color before I could have brought more greens than blacks. Too sad we never got to go to the spa to 'enjoy'. and Yes I am very much still Single.

"Dear Nawaf, You are so so funny and you will be always dearly remembered. You are extremely smart and talented. I remember you telling the first day that you don't usually socialise well with people, but seeing you here doesnt feel like that at all because here you are a funnier and more "perverted"  version of yourself. I'm glad to know the sensitive side of you. I loved both your poems and I hope to read more of your poems in future. You are super funny and you can make me laugh always. You are a friend that I will always remember and cherish. I will remember all the time you made me laugh and the conversations we had. You're an awesome person and I sincerely hope, that you will succeed in life. I really like your accent and the way you talk in dhivehi. Despite being a "hottie" I know that you're a very friendly and fun and sweet person who cares a lot about their friends. I respect you for that. You have been an inspiration to me and I will forever remember you. I hope that we will always stay as great friends. Sorry that this letter is so girly and that my handwriting is horrible I swear, it's not THIS BAD! Love you always! lots of love,"
Dear X ;) I will never give you time to miss me cause ill make sure to bother you every once in a while. Thanks for all the compliments. Apparently I love being the Perverted myself :) Will sure send you any poem which I do write too bad theres not enough inspiration around anymore. And I can assure you that if i do tend to live upto the dreams i cherish you all will be an important part of me reaching there. The accent and the "hottie" thing are definitely firsts in the compliment list. You are an inspirtation. Be yourself, its always the best being oneself.

"<3 Nawaf~ Dear Mr. Future Secretary General of the UN =P. This is a letter Im writing yo you to remember me by. Your letter is special & in RED because you're Special too. =). I do have high hopes for you. Before I met you I thought there could hardly be anyone who works as hard to achieve their goals as me. ( *foni vefa*) But you changed that for me =P. Anyways, You're a really great guy. I really really like you. =) I enjoy spending time with you. You're funny & sweet and damn your poetry truly takes me breath away =D. Nawaf <3 You're one heck of a person with so many talents. Hop we would get to know each other more =). I'll remember our time spent here forever! We should hangout sometime when you're in Male'. =). Take good care of yourself. I'll miss you. Keep in Touch! <3"
You~ Dear Mrs Doctor. You give me every reason to remmeber you. I too had/have high hopes for you. I'm glad you met someone who you can related to, if you still think of it like that. Or I guess you found someone else like that by now :) Thanks for really really liking me those few days you did so, means so much to me :D hehe and thank god that you didnt die from breathlessness ;). I too did hope that we would get to know each other more. I did definitely enjoyed those few but sweet moments we shared :) i'll miss you too </3

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If I accidently missed anyones note, please do forgive me, I might have accidently misplaced it sometime.
Thanks for being my family. I wish we could have spent more time together.

Miss you Malaka, Zahira, Muhay, Majidh, Afsal, Raudha, Gassan, Raniya, Riyaz, Shaha, Ashraf, Shifana, Madih, Shina,  Jina,  Fazaad,  Faakhira, Ismail, Ainth, yameen, Ayya, Riyasha, Hafee, Adam, AB, Ajoo, Shaaroo, Ashfaan, Miusam, Shayan, Shaheedh, Shany, Axam, Hisham, Ryan, Ahusan, Zana, Maisha & most importantly beloved facilitators Shaam, Falak, Naajy & the very beloved Naafy miss and Salmaatha :) 

God is Great.

When anything good starts to happen in my Life, God takes it away.

Somethings Happen Just Too Late..

 

Rock Bottom Life - A Hearts Desire

Life sucks on all different level. It sucks Major Big Time.


Am living a life I dont want to live, am doing a job I dont want to do, knowing fully well theres almost nothing I can do.


I do no work all day long, and have nothing to do all night long. I hate spending every milisecond i spend without having to do anything, I hate every milisecond i spend in my room having nothing to care about.


I have nobody to share all my hearts desires, and I have nobody to care for all my hearts desires. My heart is becoming something like the ocean, impossible to conquer, and difficult to master.


My soul is becoming nothing short of a ghost, its so lost and in despair, that it is all but impossible to cheer.


My social life is at a dead rock bottom and i still dont see any chance of it going up, and many a reason to believe its yet to go lower. I dont recall the last time i enjoyed my heart out and all this boring times make all those awesome times all but forgotten.




So just to keep myself going here it is, a list of some of the things i want to do before i passs.


I want to learn to play guitar and piano.


I want to learn the basics of atleast two other major languages.


I study till my hair turn grey, get double Masters and a PhD.


I want to travel to atleast half the places on the documentry Home.


I want to bungee jump, sky dive, deep sea dive and any other extreme sport 


I want to live on my own in my own place.


I want to be an MP for my constituency.




And my heart is just like the sky, its boundries unknown, its limits vast, and its yet to be explored.

Somethings Just Happens..

Life..... Sweet, Sad and too Short.

last night i dreamnt that i died. it was short, it was sweet and in a way beautiful.


the few seconds it took for me to realise theres nothing more i can do, no hope to live for, no dream to lust for, and no worry to care for. i felt myself being taken to a mystical place, a place with eternal bliss, a place with no worries.


and then did i realise the things which i always wanted to do, all the hopes i had cherished, all the dreams i had built, all the things worth living for.


lifes a mess, lifes cruel but most of all life is short. it would come to you when you least expect that there is nothing more to live for. that life is almost over, and it was half over when you realised what it even was.


life is sad, life is miserable but most of all lifes a test. this earth we know is only but a journey, a place for a few instants of whats yet to come.


and then i look back and ask will it be bliss? but it wass too late.

the Promised 'Promise'

Is It Really The Change We Were Expecting?


When I Supported For A Change 3 Years Back I Didnt Have A Clue That This Is The Change We Were Promised.


Yes We Have Health Insurance, Yes We Have A Lot Of Things Which We Could Have Only Dreamt Before, But When The Core Itself Is Rotten Nothing Looks Beautiful.


Reeko Moosa Can Apparently Say Anything But Dr.Jameel Can't?


Mohamed Nasheed Can Say That Three Islands Are Swallowed By The Ocean Every Year And That Is The Truth?


Mariya Can Scream About Religion When The Body God Ordered Her To Cover Remains Bare And Open For The World To See!


And When They Find Out That The 'Medhu Min' Is Apparenlty Not The 'Min' They Try To Ruin Opposition Members, Close Down Spas And Accuse The Opposition For Their Stupidity!


And Apparently MDP Supporters Think That Protesting Is A Right Only For Them, And Talking As They Wish About Others Is Not A 'Jareema' When They Do It.


The Police, Supposedly Neutral Can Only Look Into Matters Raise By The Pro Government Members!


And Lets Not Talk About The Judiciary, Justice For The Chosen Few!


If I Had The Smallest Clue That This Is What Was To Happen I Would Have Supported Those 30 Years, Cause Atleast They Would Have Had Something To Prove.