God is Great.

When anything good starts to happen in my Life, God takes it away.

Somethings Happen Just Too Late..

 

Rock Bottom Life - A Hearts Desire

Life sucks on all different level. It sucks Major Big Time.


Am living a life I dont want to live, am doing a job I dont want to do, knowing fully well theres almost nothing I can do.


I do no work all day long, and have nothing to do all night long. I hate spending every milisecond i spend without having to do anything, I hate every milisecond i spend in my room having nothing to care about.


I have nobody to share all my hearts desires, and I have nobody to care for all my hearts desires. My heart is becoming something like the ocean, impossible to conquer, and difficult to master.


My soul is becoming nothing short of a ghost, its so lost and in despair, that it is all but impossible to cheer.


My social life is at a dead rock bottom and i still dont see any chance of it going up, and many a reason to believe its yet to go lower. I dont recall the last time i enjoyed my heart out and all this boring times make all those awesome times all but forgotten.




So just to keep myself going here it is, a list of some of the things i want to do before i passs.


I want to learn to play guitar and piano.


I want to learn the basics of atleast two other major languages.


I study till my hair turn grey, get double Masters and a PhD.


I want to travel to atleast half the places on the documentry Home.


I want to bungee jump, sky dive, deep sea dive and any other extreme sport 


I want to live on my own in my own place.


I want to be an MP for my constituency.




And my heart is just like the sky, its boundries unknown, its limits vast, and its yet to be explored.

Somethings Just Happens..

Life..... Sweet, Sad and too Short.

last night i dreamnt that i died. it was short, it was sweet and in a way beautiful.


the few seconds it took for me to realise theres nothing more i can do, no hope to live for, no dream to lust for, and no worry to care for. i felt myself being taken to a mystical place, a place with eternal bliss, a place with no worries.


and then did i realise the things which i always wanted to do, all the hopes i had cherished, all the dreams i had built, all the things worth living for.


lifes a mess, lifes cruel but most of all life is short. it would come to you when you least expect that there is nothing more to live for. that life is almost over, and it was half over when you realised what it even was.


life is sad, life is miserable but most of all lifes a test. this earth we know is only but a journey, a place for a few instants of whats yet to come.


and then i look back and ask will it be bliss? but it wass too late.

the Promised 'Promise'

Is It Really The Change We Were Expecting?


When I Supported For A Change 3 Years Back I Didnt Have A Clue That This Is The Change We Were Promised.


Yes We Have Health Insurance, Yes We Have A Lot Of Things Which We Could Have Only Dreamt Before, But When The Core Itself Is Rotten Nothing Looks Beautiful.


Reeko Moosa Can Apparently Say Anything But Dr.Jameel Can't?


Mohamed Nasheed Can Say That Three Islands Are Swallowed By The Ocean Every Year And That Is The Truth?


Mariya Can Scream About Religion When The Body God Ordered Her To Cover Remains Bare And Open For The World To See!


And When They Find Out That The 'Medhu Min' Is Apparenlty Not The 'Min' They Try To Ruin Opposition Members, Close Down Spas And Accuse The Opposition For Their Stupidity!


And Apparently MDP Supporters Think That Protesting Is A Right Only For Them, And Talking As They Wish About Others Is Not A 'Jareema' When They Do It.


The Police, Supposedly Neutral Can Only Look Into Matters Raise By The Pro Government Members!


And Lets Not Talk About The Judiciary, Justice For The Chosen Few!


If I Had The Smallest Clue That This Is What Was To Happen I Would Have Supported Those 30 Years, Cause Atleast They Would Have Had Something To Prove.

Happy New Year 2012

One more year gone bye and we welcome 2012 today.

2011 though not a very good year was a very important and a rather different year.

The Highlight of the year being me finishing high school and having to stand on my own ( that aint happening yet :P)

Thanks to Mua, Shayan and Rish for always being by my side in good times and bad and being the bestest best friends there could be.

Bockxer Buddies and Freaks, Aihoo, Shabyn, Muthu, Maan, MJ, Cyah, Shaffu, Haisham, Shaz, Fai, Sam and Tham for all the crazy weird times from surprise birthdays to random ViliHulhumale trips we shared throguh out the year.

The BroHood this Thank you note wouldnt be complete without including you guys, thanks for always covering my back and for all the good times we shared throughout high school life and after.

Villa International High School, I would like to thank each and every student and the management and teachers for all the things you have done for me and giving me the honour of becoming the First Deputy Captain of the school.

Training for Trusteeship, the week or so i spent in Lanka with participants from 7 other countries for the TFT was one of the best weeks of 2011, thank you for all the trainings, the insight and sharing the knowledge. Special thanks to Judge Weeramantry and Nishan sir for taking care of us so well.

Youth Leadership Programme 2011 was the highlight of the year, coming at the end of the year the programme opened my mind and made me realise how important a person everyone is, opened my eyes and made me realise that development is when people develop and not when the concrete becomes more dense and high, made me realise that talking about the problems is not going to solve it but rather doing something about it and not waiting for someone else is going to. Thanks to Mr.Deen, Salmaatha and Naaphi miss, all the facilitators and participants for making it the best 3 weeks of my life.

Although not included i would like to thank everyone for the past year and wish you all a Happy New Year.

just wait for it